what should i do

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday

I say I’m okay but you really don’t know how I feel

Do you think I’ll be okay without you?

Are you okay without me?

The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?

I still think about you and you might know this

Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?

I don’t think I can do it. The love I find with you, I won’t find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn’t you no one else can hold my heart

Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to

No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?

But me, I still think about you, and you might not know.

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That Woman

One woman loves you

She loves you with all her heart

Everyday she follows you like a shadow

She is laughing but crying

How much more How much more

Must I gaze at you like this alone

This meaningless love, this miserable love

Must I continue for you to love me

Come closer a little bit more

When I take a step closer, you run away with both feet

I who loves you, even now I’m at your side

That woman is crying

That woman is very timid

So she learnt how to laugh

There are so many things she cannot tell her closest friend

That woman’s heart is full of tears

So that woman said she

loved you because you were the same

Another fool, another fool

Won’t you hug me once before you go

I want to be loved, my dear

Everyday in my heart, in my heart

I shout out

That woman is beside you even today

Do you know that woman is me

Don’t tell me you know and are doing this to me

But you won’t know because my dear, you’re a fool

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i need u, dad!

ayah..

akak nk ayah balik pliz~~

saat ayah xda..msalah dtg bertimpa2

xtau nk luah kt spe

rasa kecewa..sedeyh..

akak xleh tnggung sorang2..

bila ada masalah akak xleh nk berhenti hrapkan ayah

kadang2 akak nanges sorang2..

rindukan ayah..

tp depan org akak kna pura2 tabah

mcm xda apa2..

hakikatnya hati akak pedih tgk org len bleh hepi ngn family dorang

akak minx maaf

akak xleh trima kehilangan ayah lg..

akak x sempat nk gembirakan ayah lg..
akak sekarang dh x kuat mcm dulu,,
dh x tabah..akak sekarang cpat nanges
knapa semua org nk tnggalkan akak

im really miss u,

im really need u.

moga Allah ampunkan dosa2 ayah dan tempatkan ayah di kalangan hamba2Nya y beriman

Al-fatihah~~

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burger bakar!!burger bakar!!

salam..

arini rajin plak mengupdate

act bru blik dari mkan burger bakar abang burn..

urmm...dapnye~~

saje nk share kenikmaktannye...huhu

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abiskan cuti di kl~~

salam,,

just nak share..

last week kitorang g ke bangi...

menghabiskan cuti y amat membosankan di utm

so smpai sna apa lg

borong tdung di jln tar.. then kuar ngn kwn2 g sunway..

lastly g iceroom then blik umah wat cornflake madu n kek batik

hhahaahha...abis x de keje...

balik je utm..assignment berlonggok...huhu

nway njoy jmpa korang..

peace >.

bai2

p/s : lpas ni xnk dh g jalan tar..beratus abis..sobs sobs

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move on~~

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International Cultural Diversity Fiesta

Salam semua,

rasa mcm lma x update blog ni..act mcm2 dh berlaku sepanjang meninggalkan blog ni..bermacam kisah suka duka y dh berlaku...kita lupakan y sedeyh..msuk blog ni kna la ceria k..so,rasa mcm nk kongsi plak ari ni..actually bru2 ni UTM ada mengadakan event International Cultural Diversity Fiesta (ICDF)..program ni mmg setiap tahun diadakan untuk meraikan foreigner2 kt UTM ni..maklumlah..mkin lama,makin byk foreigner...so slah 1 cara nk menghargai dorang la kononnya..leha mmg dari tahun lpas join program ni..tp just jadi crew cikai2 je..tp guess what??this year apa leha pegang..you cant believe it..even diri sendiri pun x percaya..leha diberi kepercayaan untuk memegang jawatan vice director of sport..wahhh..speaking pun tunggang langgang lagi..tp berani pgg jwtan tinggi2 mcm 2..tapi..we have to try something new..leha just take the job to get experience and at the same time improve my english..so lpas je program ni..confident level nk ckp 2 mmg naik la..biar la grammar tunggang langgang..asalkan confident..now leha bleh je sembang rancak ngan foreigner..klu dulu..mau nk lari seribu batu..huhu...

mcm2 aktiviti sebenarnya dijalankan...bukan je sport..tp ada cultural night,food festival,exhibition..so bla join program ni..rasa mcm duk kt luar negara plak..semua foreigner..y bestnya..ambassador setiap negara hadir..so event this year mmg grant sgt..

    

y plg pening kpala leha..mesti la sports..sbab leha y kna organize everything about sports..selamat la crew2 bawahan semua berdedikasi..thanx 2 syud my s/u,mira,hafiz n helal my sub director..korang mmg terbaik..n plg terbaik..my director..Rooster Tumeng..u r the best!!u give all ur comitment from beginning until the end..

from left..rooster,khalid,syud,me
center rahman,ain,forgot ur name...sori :(

front mujj,huda

 tapi..mmg berpuas hati la..berbaloi penat lelah..bila all foreigner students appreciate us..dorang semua berpuas hati dgn sports and keseluruhan event ni..from all the past ICDF..this year is the best..sbab crowd lbh rmai..lebih meriah..and all the ICDF crew bagi komitmen 110%..
hope after this bleh la nk kerja dgn crew2 ICDF lagi..tp xnk jadi vice director dh..stress ooo..

so sini saja..chow~~  >.assalammualaikum

 with love,

layha banderz

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